Britney Spears is vowing not to perform "on any stages anytime soon" as long as her father remains in control of her conservatorship, she wrote Saturday in a lengthy Instagram post.⁠ ⁠ "This conservatorship killed my dreams ... so all I have is hope and hope is the only thing in this world that is very hard to kill ... yet people still try," Spears wrote, adding that her "so-called support system hurt me deeply."⁠ ⁠ A probate judge allowed Britney Spears on Wednesday to choose her own attorney, the first big change in her case since she unloaded in court last month, condemning the "abusive" conservatorship that controls her life. ⁠ ⁠ Spears, 39, who dialed into the hearing, spoke for about 15 minutes and became emotional, saying she wants an "investigation" of the alleged abuse.⁠ ⁠ She also reiterated that she wants her father out as a co-conservator, and that she refuses to undergo more medical assessments, which she called "stupid psych tests."⁠ ⁠ "I’m not willing to sit with anybody at this point to be evaluated,” she told the judge. "I want to press charges for abuse. Instead of investigating my capacity, I want an investigation on my dad."